Firstly, I'd like to thank everyone that wished me a happy birthday yesterday (and today so far) once again, it's nice of you all, it really is and it makes the lonelyness a little less worse, so again thank you so much, it's very appreciated (:
In other news though, today, my internship got ended, because I've been forced to call in sick, to do insane pains, doctors not giving a shit and me being unable to do anything else about it so far. NOW I have to wait for one of my other people at the municipality to talk to them about what to do then.
I have no idea what to say or do, other than asking if maybe they can kill me because my life is literally over anyway. I'm crying. 2019 sucks. Worst year of my life through my now 25 years of being alive. I should've just died back in 2014 when I was in that car crash, would've saved me so much pain and trouble.
Further more, I have another appointment that I need to cancel due to the same pains that's resulted in me being 'fired', but I don't have the right number, I can't remember the number they said I should call to when I called the wrong number and it's nowhere to be found in ANY of the letters I have regarding the appointment I have tomorrow, and I don't feel like I can call in to the wrong number TWICE just to say "yo could I get the number again cause it's not anywhere in the letter and when you told me earlier I had no way of writing it down lol"
I am so... What the fucking hell am I supposed to do.
"A darkness approaches. A day will come in the future where everything you care about will change... Until then I'll be watching you! I'll be watching you..."Skin by RavenluvsSesshomaru